Note to self
Note to self: Everyone’s talking about what they deserve and what they deserve more; what life has given them and what life hasn’t given them enough. Everyone is too concerned with the fact that it’s a give-take situation here and it’s as fair as it could get. Everyone is wrong. You don’t get what you deserve because you simply have no idea what it is you should be taking in return. You simply have no idea about the quantity of your givings because you’re too busy counting them incorrectly like a mathematically dysfunctional cashier. Stop bloody counting what you think you deserve, because what you deserve is the miracle of a life, and that’s exactly what you have right now. Choices make a person, whether bad or good, you’re still being manufactured by your own experiences and past events. Your life is waiting for you at every ignored corner that you free-willingly miss because you’re too busy looking for some mythical treasure at the end of a rainbow. A rainbow is just a spectrum of light that managed to make its way through a rainy day. There’s nothing magical about that. So if you want to live, you better dust off your lantern knowing no genie will pop up with a bunch of free wishes on the end of his sleeve. Wake up and realise that living is all you’ve got, and there are no promises after that. You were never promised a good life. You were only promised a life and a healthy brain to smartly live your days away.